may you give/recieve, gorge yourselvs with x-mas dinner and be with those you love or "be alone this holiday" like me, woo! (that's a the used song i have been killing Utah to try and listen to)

but yah, my best friend and longest friend since moving here is leaving at the end of the month. god i'm gonna miss him. i wouldn't have met my other non related family members without him. may as well pack myself in a box and secretly go with him to Cali. and then surprise! yah...

umm what else is new...oh. i got a guitar! yays! and i can't learn to play jingle bells with tabs to bug my other friend who runs away when we hum it because your supposed to put your lip over your teeth and hum your favorite song when you give a blow job............................running with scissors people. but yay! guitar!

again, happy holidays everyone. and merry christmas

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Happy Birthday Bob Bryar!!!!!!

The day has finally come. That's right, it's the 18th already, and Panic! is gonna be rockin my pants in 8 hours or so. I am so freakin excited!!! And we're goin to my friend's grandma's house to eat her food and take up air space. Just kidding. Well, the air space thing is kinda true....

It's been a while since I last made one of these weird little journals... And so far life has been pretty damn good so far. *knock on wood*

Utah (my spiffy iPod) is practically burting at the wheel with all the stuff I've put on it. No seriously, I've maybe got 400mb left which is about two cd's worth of music.
But...in later news, the cd's bought/stolen in the past month are:
Alkaline Trio
American Idiot (I just found it in a box and finally got to put it on Utah)
Misfits
Offspring
Smashing Pumpkins
The Black Parade <----Buy it now!
The Killers
and The Used! (old one, tres good)

I give a salute to old school cds and a kick to the face to all this downloading shit. woohoo!

Two Parties.
One Weekend.
About Ten Or So People Crammed In My Living Room.
Along With Running Around In A Corn Feild Like Children Of The Corn But With No Corn.
Awesome.


And I got the Black Parade cd. It is amazing. It's like a morbid broadway play. But you should definitely get it. Trust me, you'll love it.



I also notice I have 2k pageviews. Thank you thank you thank you so much. I've met so many people on here and had so much fun talking to ya'll and looking at everyone's incredable art. Thanks again!

Ummmmm......I'm really bored.
I've missed many a days of school, and even though I should be tackeling my pile of homework with teeth, I am not. Instead, i'm wasting hours at a time on mutipul websites, head phones blarring, trying to survive the weekend.

Although I did have a pretty good time meeting up with my friends and one of my lovers who had moved away and then suddenly appeared. I taught boehemian how to skateboard in maybe five minutes, and we watched our other friends kill themselves going down a hill on various modes of transtportation i.e. 3 skate boards, a scooter and a mini bike. T'was much fun.

Ooooo! I'm going to the local Harvest Fair with my lovers Boehemian and socky! I was supposed to be working there but those bitches in the main office didn't call me and I didn't have their number. Eh, I won't have to deal with angry old people throwing carmel corn at me, which is good. But I do get to do the mudpit at a super super low price of only a buck. You basically get on a greased up pole, half naked, and try to beat the crap out of the person you're up against. Then loser falls into a pit of mud filled with sawdust that kills your fucking eyes until they bleed. Oh I love it so much.

Mood: sick and bored
Listening to: the lame sound effects of Kill Bill on the tellie

so. again my journal is plagued with these damn taggage things. And i'm hungry.........gonna go eat some pineapple

01) First name: Shaylah

02) Your nickname: Shay-which I really hate

03) Birday! xD: april 13th

04) Horoscope sign: aires

05) Birth town: i'm not telling

06) Religion: aethist

07) Nationality: American

08) Parents: MINE.

09) Do you love them: they're my parents, of course i do

10) Brothers or sisters: none

11) Do you like the place where you live: yar

13) Colour of your eyes: dark brown

14) Height: 5'9''

15) Weight: why do you want to know?

16) What school/grade are you going to: 8th grade

17) What marks do you have: 4s and 3s

18) Do you work anywhere: not.old.enough.

19) What do you want to be in your life: tattoo artist, surgeon general, nurse or a doctor, band manager

20) Your life style: wheeeee!

21) Personal quote: you whore

22) Lucky number: slevin, and 13

23) What are you interested in: music, art, weird little things that i have fetishes over

24) Good side of your character: fun

25) Bad side of it: ......ask a friend or something

26) Is your life happy: what kind of a question is that?

27) Do you think that you are crazy: hell yes

28) What is the time: 6:25pm

29) What is the date: A Saturday in September

30) What’s the weather like: cold and windy

31) Favourite day in a week: thursday and saturday

32) Favourite music: rock

34) Band: fftl, the strokes, mcr, afi, afs, the academy is....

35) Song: WAY too many

36) Best koncert you have been: still a concert virgin

37) Actress: ......

38) Actor: johnny fucking depp!

39) Film: seven, nightmare before chirstmas, little mermaid!, any cheapo horror movie from the eighties

40) TV serial: steven

41) Theatre play: i' not a huge theatre geek. no offence loves

42) Film director: who's that guy with the girl name that did all those weird music videos?

43) Do you want to be famous: nope

44) Do you want to be an acter/actress: no

45) Do you want to be a singer: nada

46) Book: phone book

47) Colour: fusia, light blue, white, grey, black

48) Flower: orchid

49) Food: sushi and ramen

50) Drink: water

51) Sweet: smores

52) Fruit: kiwi

53) The worst food: celery

54) Drink: didn't you already ask this?

55) Singer: ville, bert, gerard, sonny, davey, ben

56) Band: repeat much

57) Acter: you spelt actor wrong

58) Actress: stop.

59) Movie: repeating.

60) Book: bitch.....

61) Do you drink alchocol: No

62) Do you smoke: No

63) Do you take some drugs (and what): does that include tylenol? cause it's better then advil

64) What do you adore to wear: my little jackets/hoodies, and tight pants <3

65) Do you think that you are pretty: no

66) What languages do you speak: English, French, some Spanish

67) The most beautiful person you have ever seen/male: my little music boys, and my lovely guy friends

68) The most beautiful person you have ever seen/female: my girly friends who i love to death

69) The most beautiful person on dA/male: i'm no stalker

70) The most beautiful person on dA/female: MY FRIENDS.

71) 5 your best friends on dA/male: the guys on my watch who actually talk to me

72) 5 your best friends on dA/female: all!!

73) The uggliest person on dA/male: what did i say about being a stalker?

74) The uggliest person on dA/female: .....this is getting repetitive

75) The person on dA who you love the most/female: my friends

76) The person on dA who you love the most/male: i'm not choosing

77) The person on dA who you don’t like at all/female: no one

78) The person on dA who you don’t like at all/male: im not going to say............

79) Are you in love: nope

80) Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend: nah

81) How does he/she looks like: he's invisible

82) Is he/she from dA(put avatar): wtf?

83) When was your Very First Kiss: 11th birthday

84) How was it: sucked

85) Are you virgin: giggle

86) Do you have cell phone: i hate those bloody things

87) E-mail adress: what do you care?

88) Do you have something against gays: hell no! i loe them like a fat kid loves cake! as long as they're nice

89) The best experience in your life: i haven't lived yet

90) The worst experience in your life: read 89

91) When were you the happiest: any day i'm not unhappy

92) When were you the most scared: when I thought I broke my leg

93) When were you the saddest: yet another stupid question

94) Who do you want to go on deserted island with: a swiss army knife that has everything I need to live and be all yay-ish.....if I brought a real person i'd probably eat them.................

95) Do you have a secret: when will thse end?

96) What would you do if you were invisible for one hour: play pranks, and rob a bank

97) Who do you want to get stuck in a lift with: a fireman who knows how to work a lift

98) Do you have an idol: oui, band boy fetishes

99) If world goes to apocalypse, and you can save only one person, who will be that: you want me to choose? >_<

100) Tag 5 of your friends!!! I'm not putting them through this